I’ve come to realize . .

Seeing how everyone is either getting married and pregnant or getting pregnant and getting married soon after . . Makes me realize where does that put me ? I love my son and he’s my world but why can’t I have a happy ending like all my friends ? I think an its gonna be kinda pointless if I did get married and he asked my parents for permission to marry since I’m already living with him . It’s a constant struggle that I endure everyday from everyone always on my ass about why am I not married yet ? And every time I guess I’m makin some bullshit excuses and don’t really know what’s going on or what’s going on in his head . I’m not saying I wanna get married now at this minute because everyone is doing it but I would at least love the gesture of at least being engaged even if its a long engagement . It just makes it seem like marriage isn’t even an option . And I don’t want it to be common law . I don’t roll that way . I deserve a better life .

ejacutastic:

i have childhood memories that i am not 100% sure actually happened or if i dreamed them i really do not know

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bl4ckhippie:

People jump into relationships too fast. Establish a real friendship first. 

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